Valencia Levon :D

2009-04-14T21:07:00.000-07:00

I will not post here anymore :D

Will be updating through lj (:

valencialevon.lj.com

see ya (:

2009-04-14T04:11:00.000-07:00

No idea why there are so many KPOs these days. So persistent and irritating , get it ? Is I-R-R-I-T-A-T-I-N-G ! Neverminds , at least we got loyal supporter , right darl ? Hahaah ! Anway , sorry for the late update on the Genting Trip because Boy has yet to send me . I'll blog wait till he sent me :D

Oh , i just came back from orientation. Met my classmates and they are nice (: After that , i left at 3 because it was bored. Met Boy for another walking session at Tampines One and ate a little :D By the way , i've bought my bandage skirt and it's wet-look kind because i guess it suits me better. I bought it at only $14 !!!! Hahaha , if anyone interested to know where i've got it , leave me a tag .Loves

2009-04-12T07:12:00.000-07:00

Back from Genting ! Had so much fun ! Will update tommorrow because i took quite a number of photos ! Nights

2009-04-09T03:59:00.000-07:00

I knew everything actually. It's okay if you don't want to be true OR being a mirror of two different personality. Whatever , if you don't appreciate everything i've done , then ya , just F-OFF :D There are still someone there to appreciate my did (:

2009-04-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

Yay ! Will be meeting darlings tommorrow for lunch then to Boy's house to stay over and then GENTING on fridayyy ! (: I'm gonna get on to those RollerCoaster&etc :DDD Exciting yeah. Will be spending our 3years and a month anniversary in Genting , cool. I'm so hungry now. Always the same old thing. Alright ,ciaos (:

2009-04-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAAHHH ! Can't stand ''that'' stalker ,seriously. If want to PUSH right, don't so obvious can ? Though you have bigger ones , BUT you've no brains lahs ! OMGH ! Whatever. Must be thinking what i'm talking about right. Actually i'm just too bored , nothing to blog, so ya (: Just love to bitch about bitches ! LOL

2009-04-05T08:33:00.000-07:00

YAY. I recieved two gifts , one tube-dress from Huiwen(A babe from Staircase) and a Polo shirt from brother.Hahahah ! I love them. Both are blue ! Navy blue with number in Gold is my love !

Bored. Today is my last day of work.And am going shopping and GENTING next week ! Which is like tommorrow.More meet-ups with darling boy :D

2009-04-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

Anyone knows which blogshop selling bandage skirt ?

Leave me a tag pleasee .

Thanks (:

2009-04-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

My Seveteen Birthday Celebration @ Changi Village Hotel

Some snapshots of how th room looks like (:

Checked in around 2pm , unpacked our stuff .

Hahahah ! I helped Boy do mask !

Black face !

Boated to Pulau Ubin for a cycle (:

So much flies and mosquito !!!

Went back to the room 2 hours later to bathe , prepared and went down to have our dinner @Salt Cafe (:

Guess what is this ? Hahhaa ! Is Chawamushi (PS: Dont mind if it's wrong :X)

Day after , Darlings and friends came. My cakes and present. Thanks lovelies ! <3>

Drinks and the guys (:

Days passed so quickly. But still thanks everyone for attending the mini party and of course , boy for all these. Love you still (:

2009-03-27T12:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

HAHAH !I think i'm the happiest girl when 27th of march is neared or after. I have so many people to celebrate with me. My dance babes(Senior) , my classmates/schoolmates , my precious cousins and of course , BOY ! And every year , never failed to have them with me. Thanks lovelies.And this year , Boy friends are coming too ! Yeah , it'll be like so fun , i hope .alright. Got to go meet Boy already. See you all soon !

2009-03-26T03:22:00.000-07:00

Hurrayyy , i am going to check in tommorrowww !! Gonna go cycling , eating , beaching and bla bla :DD Just did my nails because there's not even a single customers pleasee. Help me ! Customers come come ! I'm so bored . Darl upstairs doing her hair. Hohoho ! Alright , get going. Bye (:

2009-03-25T09:21:00.000-07:00

Love these ! Thanks (:

2009-03-25T05:34:00.000-07:00

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Do support !!!

2009-03-24T08:22:00.000-07:00

Introducing this Korean Drama Series above :D Superbb nice and sweet , really makes my hair stand.Hahaha ! Nothing special , work the whole day and tommorrow ,i'm going out with June to celebrate my advance Birthday and will be catching a movie (: 3more days to my Birthday :DD Alright , nights people !

2009-03-23T08:44:00.000-07:00

That's Donovan !!! :D

Trying to squeeze his boobs !! :x

That's for now. Darl came to find me during work :D Cam-whoreeeeeee !!!!!!!!!
Nights people (:

2009-03-22T22:16:00.000-07:00

Hell , can't live without a MOUSE. Can you imagine , i put my notebook infront of my desktop and i kept wanting to use the mouse ! =.=. Alright , am at work now. Nothing better to do , so shall i just recall back what i did the past few days , or rather , weeks ?
I remembered i'm called to work on a Saturday because friend was sick. Rushed down to meet darlings after work at Clarke quay to celebrate that Little-non-stop-bitching birthday , Happy 21St though (: Deciding whether to head Rebel with them as it's her Birthday , by the way , i went. LOL ! darlingMel baked muffins, caused me to have diarrhea(i rmbed spelling it to my classmates because some people usually do not how to spell diarrhea. Guess how i learn to spell ? Tips: Write letter almost every Monday when i'm MC from school :x). Anyway , just joking, i didn't have diarrhea. Rebel was oh-so-not-that bad ! Stayed over at SiowtingJie's place and had work in the morning.

Last Saturday , met Darl& her friend to help them with their blogshop. Hopefully the photos do not turn out ugly. Train-ed down to Westmall to visit Yan&all (: I seriously miss Secondary school life. Sleep in class together , June cook for us , we brought our lunchbox to class and eat them during lessons , SMS-ing without permission , as if theres no law , screaming , yelling , scolding one another across the classroom , running about here and there , having Nasi Bryani on every Friday ,skip school every Monday , or had breakfast at Macdonales with June and all and all... Seriously missed ! I'm going back dance soon. Can't waitttttt. !!!!!

Birthday coming soon. Yeah , will update on my Birthday celebrations . Hopefully , it'll turn out fun , and please ! NO RAIN !!!

2009-03-22T10:59:00.000-07:00

SO PISSED RIGHT NOW !
DON'T KNOW WHATS THE PROB WITH MY MODEM
AND I JUST STARTED USING MY LAPPY LIKE HOURS AGO
I CAN'T SEEMS TO GET CONNECTED
GRRRRRR !
Blog tmr during work (:

2009-03-12T19:13:00.000-07:00

Met up with June yesterday to pick up our Graduate Certificate. Saw Magalence at the busstop waiting for Jinting and we headed of together ,plus having lunch at Macdonale. What June and i were fascinated about was about what Jt said about the Kovan Mac's ice-cream ! Lol !Seperated with Jt&Mag , we decided to catch a movie. There after , we went to Taka etc , and last , Fairyland to look for mingfang.As usual , gossip about the SAME OLD THING . hahah ! June said that it could be YOU who tagged me. Sometimes, whatever words that comes out from your mouth must be careful , and the way YOU typed (: Then met sis at Suntec and off we hunt for our Lappie. I've got mine and sis had yet to make up her mind which to get. =.='' Am going for work now. Ciaos :D

2009-03-11T19:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY BOY !

Even though theres on and off , but still :D Had lunch at home and then Suntec. Met darl&EL for dinner and home :D

Enjoyed myself. Love ya (:

2009-03-05T08:16:00.000-08:00

Everything is done !

Just wait till my Birthday comes :D

Just headed to town with June yesterday

Like always, crap , gossip

I didn't know that ''SHE'' can be so dramatic.

Being a director and actor herself. They called this 2IN1 ah ? Like milk essence in coffee/tea ?

whatever..

Were searching high and low for A/x shop because i wanted to get Boy a belt as a present for our upcoming 3rd year anniversary.And superb excited to pass him the present BECAUSE am afraid he don't like it because some KUKU males said that its ugly .

But still he loves it :D

Saw a watch! Superb nice. But i'm not gonna get it because , i'm too lazy to wear a watch now and i'll lost interest in it soon.I always lose interest in something some time after i got them.So , yahh !Save money at the same time.lol !

June bought me an advance birthday present . Thanks babe. It's the one i've been aiming for. A mini hoodie with fur. I showed my sister and she's like telling me, '' NO BU PA ZHONG SU AH ?"(Not afraid that you'll get heat stroke ah) LOL ! Who cares. She's always so exaggerating. And i'm wearing it to GENTINGGG !!! Second part of shopping soonnnn ! Awww , so envy that my sister's LV is on its way bag. NONO ! I'm don't like LV and i'm still too young to carry branded stuff. I'm not that materialistic like ''uuuhmmm''. Just can't stand people who keep blogging about their branded stuff OR taking pictures of their branded bags and stuff =.= ONLY LOSER ask bf/parents to buy for them. By the way m im going bed now. Ciaos

2009-03-01T08:37:00.000-08:00

Yea , 25 more days to my birthday (:

And this year's birthday will be a special one.

Was actually planning to get a chalet ,yet to small

so will be getting a Hotel Room :D

can only invite limited people , sorry

Anyway, i have lots of events coming up with Baby (:

First is that our 3rd year anniversary is coming

Second , my birthday

Third ,to Genting !

hahah !
I'm going to get my butt on those roller coaster and all !
Of course , with my baby again . YYYeaaa !!!

And mum and dad , my aunt and uncle , and Baby's family and relatives.

Okay , it's like again (: It happened last year too but.... ya

Alright , work will end on the 25th for me.

Which means, i'm going for a shopping spreee soon (:

PS: PLEASE DON'T BE A COPY CAT , WHY NOT , COPY DOG ? LOL

2009-02-20T07:29:00.000-08:00

My sister just came back with newspaper. And i read about Edison's section. He is starting afresh in Songapore but noone want him here . But , I WANT HIM HERE !!! Lol. Whatever , i'm still crazy over him. hahah !

Anyway , someone brought me home cooked dinner today ! hahah. So sweet and yum yum !

Alright alright , gonna go now. Ciaos

2009-02-17T20:51:00.000-08:00

In a good friendship , there shouldn't be any lie or things hiding from one another.

If there is , i don't think it consider as one . Right ?

Anyway , i'm heading to town for shopping later on ! Maybe , i might get that leopard print hoodie ! Shall consider first . hahaha ! Oh ya, i'm meeting my darling Xiangying !!!

Ohh , i miss her ! I always love hanging out with dancers . Common topic and none-stop gossiping. OOppss !

MelDarl is Fxxxx hard on her books right now. DeniseDarl is working so hard right now. Always the same old thing. Alright , we're gonna meet up soon i guess.

OH YAHH !! Today is SERPHINA YAP'S Birthday !!! I don't think i can meet them up or something. But happy birthday ya ! Meet up again loves. :D

2009-02-15T20:06:00.001-08:00

Happy Belated Valentines' Day !

Though is abit too late , but still .... :D

Have been working recently so have no time to blog or rather am lazy to do so.

Working at Westmall currently.

Whoooo ...

Anyway , people , so watch '' The (who knows what) Benjamin Button''

It's touching , erm , sad.

Here you goes the story ....

A man named Benjamin Button , was borned with wrinkles all over his face and body , just like an old man. Others thought he was in his 80s when he was just 3-7 years old. His father abandoned him after he was borned and his mum gave her life to him. However , a lady picked him up from where his father had left him(the staircase) and decided to adopt him as she could not get pregnant. One day , he met a girl named Daisy , and they were fond for each other. They grew up , being a couple and having a baby. However , Diasy was growing older each year yet Benjamin grew otherwise. He became younger each day. They knew this would happen and Benjamine left Daisy though he loved her so much. In the end , Benjamin died when he was a baby .

This is just a summary of the story . The actual story is 2 and a half hours show. Catch it , it's worth it :D

Hmmm , had Teppanyaki for dinner. That's all. Walked around Bugis , nothing and headed home (:

Last but not least , Charvelle and Shermeen :D

My two cut little niece :D

2009-01-28T04:24:00.000-08:00

YAY !! I've finally bought my Chanel secret 60 :DDDD ! Okay , whatever. There's nothing to be happy about. I think it's because the other time i couldn't make up my mind to get either Anna Sui or Chanel , so be it :D Hard earned money ,so must spend ! Getting more next time. Anna Sui roses !! Don't know why i love roses so much now. AWWWW !

2009-01-25T05:44:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone , i'm back to blog !

I know i've yet to blog for so long , apologise.

Was busy with work and audition.

basically , i have long wanted to blog about this XIAOMEIMEI ,

remember the one i blogged about ?

And yeah , once she stepped onto my tail again , she'll get it

And right, this time round, she succeeded to make me couldn't resist to message her !

So here you go little kid ,

Quote from her blog :

I'M UBBBERRR PISSED BY MY COLLEAGES !i seriously donno who is saying things behind me which is not true .what for spoiling me & WANJIE !WTH !i don care tht friendship TOO ![ME : You are thinking too highly of yourself. In the first place, i DON'T even treat you as my friend.Oh please little kid , yes ! you are the ''pretty'' one , you claimed.Can't be bothered , like what your BFF said , you're just XMM.So mind this, i never once treat you as my friend so don't be too proud that YOU don't care about that friendship.There isn't any bond between us , NOT even weak covalent bonding.okay , too chemistry , the little kid don't understand. Sorry uh ! ]i only needed gwen & mingfang.come and spoil it if you DARE !I'm FUCKING PISSED !i donno is you or you !you know urself !I WILL BE SUPER DISAPPOINTED IF IS YOU !we have fucking work for so long ! yet you said tht behind me !WHOEVER IT IS ! I JUST FEEL LIKE GIVING YOU A TIGHT SLAP ! [ME: Oh isit ? Make sure you slap them okay. I just want to hear from them that you slapped them. If not, stop being so naive that you are gonna slap them.Childish.Oh yah , a TIGHT ONE OKAY ? How tight can a tight slap be ? I'm wondering.hmmm]& STOP SPREADING STUPID RUMOURS ! IT WILL NOT HURT ME BECUS YOU ARE JUST NOTHING TO ME !

Saturday i still have to work with bitches !I'M FCUKING PISSED ![ ME : hey mind your words little kid. Is the person who did wrong to you , NOT THEIR MOTHER ! Why are you scolding their mother ? Your mum didn't teach you is it ? What is the definition of BITCH ? Do you even know ? It is suppose to be a daughter of a female dog. So are you trying to say that her mum is a dog ? Tsk tsk tsk , so is your mum one ? What if she say you are a bitch ? ]

Whooo... So are xmm nowadays. Speaking without using their brains. Oh come on little kid , use a little little bit pleaseeeee.

Whtever , is CHINESE NEW YEAR TMR !!!!!!!

I had my reunion dinner already , what about you guys ?

Hmmm , angbao is here , equals to money become moreee !!
hahaahha! okay okay .

I'm going out so.

Love ya everybody.

Except for that little kid =.=''

I know you would say you don't need them ,

but i'm sad to say , you're just a soccer ball ,

for your bf to kick here and there

Too bad , if your character aren't like this ,

why would the people who had worked with you hated you ?

So is the problem lies with me or you ?

Think about it man.

2009-01-18T09:41:00.000-08:00

WANT TO GET GLOSSY LEGGING AT ONLY $20 WITHOUT EXTRA CHARGE ?

EMAIL ME OR LEAVE ME A TAG (:

ONLY ONE PIECE AVAILABLE

HURRYYYYY !!!

USUAL PRICE :$25.90

2009-01-01T00:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

Had fun yersterday.

Rushed down to ClarkeQuay to meet Beeeeee and the rest.

Walked around here and there

And stopped at Bungy , for freeeee

I didn't play because i am scare

ahahahah

Not only me okay !

The guy who kept his balls in the freezer at home ,

PRESENTING ELSON LEE !

LOL

Beeee told me to say this :x

Anyhoo , i can't stop laughing yesterday

Superbbb funny !

Alright alright , somehow lazy to blog

Ciaos

2008-12-21T08:10:00.000-08:00

Nomore , LIM YUN XUAN YO ! ):

As always , i'll get to see my niece in the morning before heading to work. Okay , she sparks up my day

But sadly , she is having chicken-pok right now ):
And by the time she recover , she'll be back home because younger niece ( her sister ) is going one month old. Whatever , i'll just have to visit her next time.

Spent alot of money one skin products these days.It's worth it man.Gonna take good care of my facial&body (: Oh yah , christmas is coming and i'm working with that suckerJUNE on the Eve . Guess it'll be a never ending gossip :/

Alright ,gonna peel off my mask now. Takecare darlings.Loves (:

I still love my baby most :D

2008-12-18T02:36:00.000-08:00

Can't stand xiao mei mei nowadays.Not mature yet acting they are.

Anyway , to that XMM , saying me lazy , didn't work.Look who is the one who served more ?

Moreover , even though my boyfriend came to look for me , we didn't really talk. Your friend came to look for you , i counted about 1 hour plus you spent talking to her WITHOUT serving customers. Hey , reflect back , I DID SERVE OKAY . Talking to you friend about the girl who hated you in school, i guess you deserve it. Non-stop repeating yourself , saying yourself pretty. Like bullshit. You hear that ? Little asshole. Mind your mouth before saying me. okay , whatever.

2008-12-10T08:14:00.000-08:00

To that ''Wanjie'' , obviously not me. LOL !

Kind of interesting uh ? I black , so ? I have healthy skin colour, you mean you JEALOUS , of not just shut up ?For your information , BANGALA IS DARKER THAN ME. Poor you , having colour blind. It's okay , i understand (: Atually, i think i should know you , can't be bothered too.=.='' Anyway , which of those photos show my breast ? Kindly tell me which one. Eyes big ? it doesn't link to people running away from me =.=''. So people cannot have big eyes uh ? Having big eyes , people will run away ? Joker ! Babes , do listen up , stop trying to make your eyes look big because it'll scare people off ! WAHAHAHA ! I don't care if people fuck me or not. I'm still young anyway (: Oh ya , at least i've got a boyfriend who TRUELY love me. Unlike you , love you because you're good in bed ! =.='' Loser is always a loser. I know you're jealous of me , don't even want to use your own name. LOL !

PS : I'm educated . i don't do childish things now. Like you ? Going around spamming people ! =.=''

Anyway , your I.P address betray you ! LOL

2008-11-29T06:28:00.000-08:00

Thank God , seriously
We didn't hook on to a AS LOUSY AS the Sxxxshop at Downtown last week
who complaint us like F
who cares seriously
I guess noone who even purchase Handphones from them :/
L O S E R !
Gonna work from today to monday
actually it was suppose to be till tuesday but i'm working at IMM for CottonCandy
from Tuesday-Friday
Thanks Junella for the intro (:
You're a sucker i tell you
B-F-F-E UH? LOL
Don't be stupid !
:X
Back to where i was,
Okay , the people i'm working i'm working for ,
shop located at BuangKok Mrt station there ,
are SUPERBBB NICE I TEL YOU !
Compared to DOWNTOWN EAST !
One Heaven , One hell (111123456789 storey below )
They treated us dinner ,
asking us to rest and blah blah
Unlike DT , complaint us didn't work
Come'on la
even if so , noone wounld be surprise ok
Good employer , employees will listen
LOUSY ONE , who cares
can't be bothered though
okay .
though it was tiring , but fun joking with them
Alright , i'm gonna go play my tycoon alr
Ciaos
Oh yah , i wouldnt be posting these days
busy earning money :D
loves people (:

2008-11-25T07:15:00.000-08:00

Madness i said so !
Four days of event , one word to describe , bored !
The people there just SUCK !
Showing attitude , sarcastic words like erm
We gave out fast , they said we fast .LAME
Come'on i'm not gonna work there like anymore okay !
PLEASEE !!!
Anyway , please give me my pay soon , you hear that ?
JABEZ LIM !
ahhahah.
alright.
Gonna go watch my TEN BROTEHRS (:

2008-11-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

The day that i've been waiting for ! Olevels ended !! Congrates me after staying home day and night studying , with my darling cousin infront of me, having Chicken Essence everyday before exams , running to the 87 busstop for i'm worried i couldnt catch up with Junella. Rushing back home , showered;eat and hitted the books. Having milktea or coffee when the clock hits 12 , making sure we're awaked to chiong through the night. Having sleep for only 4-5 hours per day. Reading textbook like reading magazine, and after 25days , IT"S OVERRRRRR !!!!

Honestly , i'm worried for my results. I hope my days and nights of mugging will be paid off (:By the way , i guess i dumb. Today's Bilogy paper 1 , i'm like changing answers from the right one to the wrong one. SUPERBBBBBB ANGRYYY UH !! But , i know i can't do anything. Hopefully my A1 will not fly away * Prayhard* Basically , today after exam , rushed back home with Junella and we went perming together with Clarrisa. Hmm , it was alright except that i'm afraid it wouldnt curl anymore. I'm gonna go back IF the curls are gone after showering. HOPEFULLY NOT ! Alright , Melisa ANG , this is all. I shall start updating if i'm free cause i'll be working starting from Dec 1st! Anyway , enjoy first. So much people to meet !!

*Please give some comment on my new hairstyle pleaseeeeeeee :D

thanks :D

2008-11-08T06:21:00.000-08:00

Oh it's like , i am sososo going to end my exams

i seriously hope i'm gonna do very well for Olevels. Pray hard (:

After exams , i'm gonna have so much fun with whoever is free.

Work starting on the 1st December

Gonna have my hair done on the 13th which is the last day of exams

it seems like my blog is rotting without pictures

i will try my very best to upload some BECAUSE i didn't take any photos these days

EXCEPT that the fact that i went out these few days ,

WHICH i think i shouldn't

BUT who cares when i'm gonna mug again on monday ?

AND i guess i'm sososo gonna bake muffins tommorrow

IF i'm able to get those flour and stuff ready

BECAUSE i just couldn't get them either in NTUC and SENGSHIONG

WHICH makes me superb pissed off

I need to earn alot of money

BECAUSE i have lots of things to buy

MUMMY promised me to take care of my bus fare

HENCE , i need not have to worry

AS the bus fare will eventually cost my a few hundreds

OKAY ! i think i'm tire

Bye people (:

2008-11-03T06:14:00.000-08:00

Few more days ! Few more days and exams are over !!!

2008-10-24T19:59:00.000-07:00

Hell , they say , Olevel Papers are easy, no worries ! After doing the everest 10 years series , i settled down , feeling rather relief. Oh c'mon , i though i could get get A1 for my amaths. But you see, Paper2 is ~!@#$%^&*()_ difficult. Explain anyone ? Whatever it is, i'm left with Biology paper 1&2 , social studies , Mt paper 1&2 , Emaths paper 2 and Chemistry paper 1. Hell , hope i hopw i can scoare As for the rest of the paper. C'mon, bring me luck and confident. I've got a feeling that , theses papers aren't easy. Sigh !

2008-10-13T06:41:00.000-07:00

Just a simple update.

I think it's quite amazing for me to settle down infront of my books from 11am-5.30pm..At most i have 45mins of break. The rest of my time were spent studying.That happened on last Friday.And after 5.30 , i left for tuition until 7.30. I thought i'm dying and met up with darlings at Mel's house :D

And beasically , for today , i woke at at 11.15 ,which i was supposed to wake up at 9 , headed to Mac whick i had been craving for in the morning. Started studying from 1.30-5.30. Break. 7plus till 8plus and so i'm here. Gonna hit geography later on. Until i finished one chapter, that ends my day (: I completed my time table for the day !

2008-10-07T05:44:00.000-07:00

Once again , being backstab

Is it that i'm not being a good friend , the problem lies with me or you ?

Does it mean that i didn't side you means that i'll betray you OR i don't treat you as my friend ?

Are you trying to break up me and June's friendship just because you are jealous ? Seriously , now i don't bother anymore. The 3rd time, yes! the 3rd time. I don't wish to trust any of what you say and don't even feel like seeing you.

These are all what i want to ask you , is you are able to see this

1ST : Did i ever say that June is ugly and nobody wants her ?

2ND : Did i even sayJune had attitude problem ?

Answer me if i did really say. Don't put words into my mouth , always.

And by the way , it's fine if you don't wish to watch movie with me BECAUSE , my and my friends are the ones who DON'T wish to watch with you.Moreover , if it is not because of you , SHE would have ...............

Bye bitch , yes ,now i'm tthe one saying you (:

Don't bother trying to spout things anymore.

The people around you are leaving you one by one, have you realise it ?

What do these happen ? Reflect on yourself

2008-10-05T07:04:00.000-07:00

The night during the dinner (;

To that ''WenJ'' : I've got bangs, my problem. There's nothing gonna do witth you

So pease, stop criticising ! thanks. HAHA! straight forward enough ? This is what you want me to :D

2008-09-29T07:49:00.000-07:00

Saturday , the first time being a "sister'. How should i discribe ? hmm , fun or not fun ? Well ,i should say it's interesting. Satyed over at my cousin's place. Slept at 2am , woke up at 4.30am. Can kill me uh ! Photos taken before heading to woodland , bride's house.

in the cab , nothing to do. So ,photo-taking !! (:

Reached early. While waiting for th other ''sister'' to come

Oh yeah , see how many cups of DISGUSTING DRINK WE MADE !

Sisters of the day (:

of cos , the gorgeous lady :D

One quarter of my family ! Where's the rest ? Too early i guess

Sisters and my cousin :D

There are still lots of photos either not uploaded yet , or not with me. Running here and there. No easy to get married ok. So tiring. Had fun with all of them. Not to forget , the SABOING ! hahah . I'm the darkest among them okay. Shit me , went swimming a few days before !! GRRR ! It's okay. lalala ! Hmmm , the photographer uncles were so funny. Super. Will upload more. My sister is nagging me ! Ciaos. Nights

2008-09-23T03:37:00.000-07:00

Wow , can't imagine my blog welcomes so many people. Oh yea , to the passerby , if you want me to say things infront of you , then leave your name down , why cant you ? I'll definitely go and talk to you FACE TO FACE JUST LIKE HOW YOU WANT ME TO. Junella and Clarissa are nice enough to ask me to lower my voice when i'm saying you guys [ when i intended to just say it LOUDLY to let you all know] So are you treating us like a fool ? I'm sure i can say things infront of you if you want me too. Not to forget , that's what i'm always doing, i'm straight forward. Fine , since you want me to say things infront of you , alright , i shall go to class tommorrow to ask one by one whose the one tagging. So if you're the one, then please admit it alright ? I don't care if you guys are in thousands or millions, just so childish to come here and tag without their names.=.='' Oh ya , forgot , just to say , we're not coward. At least you know that we're talking about you guys. What about you ? V joining you guys ,talking about us when we go toilet ? HAHAHAH ! You mean you want me to put your name down ? I can but would you mind ?ahahahah. Please, don't be such a hypocrite can. Even your BESTFRIEND ''WJ'' say she dislike you ok. Obviously, WJ is not refering to me ! DUHH !!!! So , remember to ADMIT yourself if i ask whose the one okay ? Then i can at least know and talk to you FACE TO FACE ! AHAHAHAH ! See ya tommorrow. I can't wait to know who it is. :DDD

* Girlfriend asked me not to fight back because i'll behave like a kid , being childish. And i listened to her . Yet people come stepping onto my tail, wanting me to say infront of his/her face. GIRLFRIEND ! If you are here , you'll support me right ? Create an ugly video of them then let me post it just like how you all did for the ''PLK''.ahahahah

2008-09-20T10:43:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA !! People are asking me why my posts are always scolding about others.

Here to say , i blog because i'm angry (most of the time).

Here to let SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE REALLY *ohmygod* knows what is it inside them

Yes , noone is perfect , but why scolding us STUPID ?

whatever ! Tire.. Got to go bed now. BYE !

2008-09-18T09:31:00.000-07:00

Hello !!!
Back with so much nonsense i tell you

You called this CLASS BONDING when classmates in your class look down on you , saying us a bunch of STUPID people ? hey , c'mon la. At least we are talented. We can dance, draw , march , sing and got brains. What about yours ? Brain that is use for studying only ? Saying us noisy and stuff , what about about you guys infront ? Making so much noise and did we even say a word ? Being nice to you guys doesn't mean we're fools okay ! We tried our best to help out yet in return , we got these shit ! Mind you , we aren't stupid. Though our results may not be as good as your "CLIQUES", however , we don't go around looking down on others even though we know we're tall . Hey , watch your mouth before saying us. We've the potential in other things , and i know , at least , a much more caring heart than all of you. Smart people don't actually win the race. GET IT ? Bullshit !

Plus dont say things about us as if you guys have NEVER do it before. You can give us reason to be a satan but that makes you no saint either ! pls do some reflection. if you think we need to reflect say thing in front of OUR face and not behind . Don't try to be nice and friendly to us if you guys don't mean it. I don't need to watch series of show in class for all your acting just sucks. One look on you , i can feel how fake you guys are. C'mon grow up. If you guys are really smart , then live up your SMART ALECK WORLD, just live us alone in our ''STUPID WORLD''. And btw , if you think you guys are smart , why bother staying in our school ,trying to show off ? You can might as well go into some good schools and let others condemn you just like how you condemn us? AHAH !!! Maybe you can tell me how you guys feel like and write me a report. Can improve your English uhh ? Get a life man ! Don't talk to us if you guys dislike us. Thank god ! Everything is gonna be over soon !! I don't care ! Okay , this stupid me is going to start mugging now. For incase some SMART ALECK say i'm stupid ! Hello , i'm just lazyyyy. Have a problem with it ? Without studies , i know i can dance in future , what about you ? Mugging so hard now, entering in a Junior College and then letting other smart people look down on you.LAME. DOn't go around telling people we're stupid okay or rather noisy. See whose the noisy one. Brainless people like you guys speak without thinking. C'mon , at least use your SMART ASS think okay. Fine , can't be bothered anyway. Just came here to entertain you guys for this while...

2008-09-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

IF I WERE THE ONE WHOM YOU SAID ABOUT IN YOUR BLOG .......

I'm glad to tell you that , since when DID I EVER SAY that anyone who CUT BANGS are UGLY ?! C'mon get this right . NOT everyone who cut bangs are ugly. Only certain people.

And if you think that your bangs are nice , just be it. Nobody says that you can't have it right ? And since when did you ever listen to others advice ? Somehow , i didn't even say by cutting bangs is not nice, i said SOME people who cut bangs just don't suit. GET IT ? If you want to say things about me ,just come and tell me right infront of me. Open your big ears and listen to me , and not RUMOURS. Thanks

2008-09-06T02:53:00.000-07:00

GOOD MORNING !

2008-09-05T16:44:00.001-07:00

it's 7.42Am right now and i'm awake !

ahahah! Couldn't really sleep these few days

I guess it's better this way, i can have more time to study

I'm meeting june and clarr later on to study !

Gonna study amaths and Social studies .

hmm , i'm so awake.LOL

STRESSS

2008-09-02T23:32:00.000-07:00

Am sorry for the super lack of posts.

Holidays are here yet no fun no joy but study.

I've planned a timetable for myself as i find it not a bad idea after June told me to.

I'm gonna start mugging hard now and i'll not post too much.

Pictures below were taken long time ago.

ahahah :D

Olevels coming !!!

2008-08-22T02:29:00.000-07:00

Friends that used to be so close ,
ended up being like this
Just because of the way you behave,
everyone have tolerate
However , i'm not those kind who can
So i chose to give up on this friendship.
It's ok.
I still have more friends around me who wounldn't treat me the way you do
I pray that i have them :D

2008-08-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

I'm finally back to blogger

Hmm, okay .I have been studying and busy for the past few weeks/days

I came here for reason

Another scolding session?

Nah , it's a fact , i guess

Let's talk in a much more gentle way

Let's start !
If you think i'm disgusting , by all means.

Cause' i don't think you look nice either

From you looking at me from head to toe ,

and did you realised something that is amiss in you ?

My brain , yea it is.

I'm not looking you down on you ,

yet you're the one looking down on me

but mind you , i think i can win you in all ways :D

Haah ! I don't waste my time on such a person like you,

going around scolding people , even since the past.

yes , it's your mouth and thats why i didn't bother.

Cause' in me , i know my heart is much nicer than yours , my brain is much more useful than yours.

So now you see the differece ?

So who's the one being DISGUSTING now ?

ahahah !

okay i don't waste my time on you.

Teach you a lesson , look yourself into the mirror before any criticism comes out.

Sorry to say , though you might be pretty , but too bad , your internal beauty is gone :DD

Alright, there is Social studies tommorrow.

Gonna use my brain now

:DDD
nights people

2008-08-08T09:34:00.000-07:00

Stop asking me out , OKAY !

If it's for studies , i will go

I'm panicking , can't you feel it ?

And stop asking me out for the sake of yourself

And when i said NO , you gave me that unwilling attitude

WTF ?!

In the first place , i shouldnt be so soft-hearted to talk to you

If i'm not , i could have spend most on my time on studying.

Please ,you are here to motivate me to study ,

and NOT by asking me out and out wasting my time.

Understand me ? Get it ?

This seriously irrtate me to death.

i'm gettin irritted.

so SHUT UP !

It's not the time for lovey-dovey or whatsoever.

It's time for my Os and i've yet to know anything

Please , leave me alone and spare me my time to study.

Thanks so much !

2008-08-04T05:32:00.000-07:00

JINMAN !!! Like finally !

2008-07-24T05:17:00.000-07:00

HOT TOPIC !!

Alright alright.

Have you ever met someone whom you treated her/him as a friend and yet he/she took a knife and back stab you from behind , telling everyone things that are not true.

Well , i HAD !

I guess some people may have know who i am talking about , people who are close to me.

They were like telling me , don't bother. He/she don't deserve anyone. Blah blah blah...

Yes , i've ignored. But SHE crawl onto my head. Tolerance will come to the end one day.

Mind you , everyone have their limits. A girl who i first saw in school , thinking that she's beautiful. but ended up , she has only external beauty but has an internal that is BAD.

Okay , people (like me , according to you ) may not have outstanding English when SCOLDING others in their blog. Think about it, do you ? When i saw what you wrote to him , i went laughing away in my heart. You were asking why people love to say things behind their back , but look at yourself , what have you just did to me or to anyone out there who also treated you as friend ?Saying us cowards ? Why not say yourself.

Okay , please , you aren't perfect. So you need not have to CRITICISE anyone from head to toe , asif you were the MISS SINGAPORE. You're just making yourself looking like one,(you all know). I'm not writing about you here because i'm coward nor anything. I'm willing to say your name out here , as BIG AS POSSIBLE to let anyone knows , but i chose not to. Once is enough. This is the second time. I don't need you as a friend. Like said, you're nothing to anyone of us. As far as i know , i have more friends than you do. I don't take them for granted.Even if i do , that's the past. I've learnt to treasure anyone of them. Grow up please, don't think you're popular. You're popular in a bad way , get it girl..

Now , you have a good friend , treasure and don't take them for granted.

Don't tell others you hate them but ending up being so good to them. Isit because you have no friends or what ?

Anyone may not know whether is true, but God knows.

Since you're so true to God , he'll be there to watch whatever you did.

You can say everything bad about me and make everyone dislike me.

I don't care. As long as my conscience is clear. You aren't worth a bit in me now.

If you dislike me , carry on with your life and get the shit off.

Or if you want to say anything bad about me, come right into my face, I'm glad to hear everything.

2008-07-20T00:02:00.000-07:00

Kovan Mac with girlfriend & Weijie :D

HELLO !!!!

Back to blogger.com

ohyeah , here i am , nothing to do right now

Gonna start studying later on.

Sounds like a good girl eh ?

Hahah. Whatever,

4more months and i'm graduating !!!!
Looking forward.

Gonna tolerate and work and and soon , everything gonna to end soon

take care okay.

Finally met up with Gf and weijie.

Meet up more alright:D
loves!

2008-07-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

was talking to my babes , S & M this afternoon,

Perhaps what they said were right.

They are born to be like these.

so it doesn't matter whether how they behave

becos' i don't live my life for them

they are just....Ya i know :D

alright , i don't bother and care

thank you babes.

I love you girls lots (:

2008-07-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

B I M B O S = ??????
You know it yourself (:
ahahah
LOCD's photos are up .

take a look

2008-07-09T05:06:00.000-07:00

Don't criticise others when you aren't pefect.

thanks (:

Cos' i know in me ,

you sucks more than i do

so if you look good ,

that's what you think only

stop trying to squeeze everything out

cos' you just look so shitty

ahahah !whatever ,

stop your bitchy mouth

if not , noone would like you

2008-07-03T01:46:00.000-07:00

I know it all :D

Say i smart or watever

i know what is all about

Cos' it is your secret ,

not mine

So , just keep it in mind ,

know what you're doing

and advice to you ,

that's all (:

Please treat others nicely,

Yous're not actresses

yous don't have to act

HOT ! HOT !
The weather is bloody hell HOT !

Perspired througout , hoping that there's air-con

& thinking back when i'm in Beijing , i'll never sweat like this . GR !

there will be dance photo- taking tommorrow and dinner on Saturday.

So looking forward. hahah

2008-06-28T22:22:00.000-07:00

I swear this is IRRITATING !!

Can you imagine. I started off with my day so beautifully. Sentosa with Clarissa and met up with Weekheng , AloysiusChea and Gavien. Went Vivo to eat and play around. After so , went down Cineleisure to meet Gf with Wk. Ans this was when things started to get irritated. I don't know what we started with , but all i know is that , you're fucking proud in answering questions. Hey ! Mind you , i don't owe you a living. You don't have to talk until so proud like yaya papaya. You don't have the quality , so please talk to me in this manner . As if you're somemore so , recognised or something ? Please ,you aren't. Thanks. Home sweet home until i received a call . So i intended to call back , afraid that something had happened to my friend. So i asked him , what had happened. And please ! If you're asking someone a favour , please ask nicely and not by KUPPING people's phone. Hello , have manners mind you. AGIN ! I don't owe you a living. These people are (irritants) to me. Please la , look at yourself. GRR

2008-06-23T04:49:00.000-07:00

Finally , back with photos on Beijing. There're still lots of photos not with me !

Practices

SHOPPIINNNGGGG !!!!

Welcome to Gu Gong

Our cosy hostel (:

ChangCheng !

Last day of visit before boarding the plane ,

House Of Dumpling !

ANDDD !! Girlfriends and lovely :DD
Gonna miss the fun we had babes. Start studying now !!!
I must strive hard. Wait for me, we'll have fun after my Os !
I missed Beijing too. The time we spent together in the hosted . We showered , crapped , nonsense and gossipped and laughed together. Awwww , i miss them so much ):

2008-06-15T07:43:00.000-07:00

I'm so tiredd now

I met up with Chen to gf's house then to orchard to meet Weijie

walk around waiting for Kimberly to reach then we headed down to Kebangam CC to watch kaiwei's match.After that , back to cine then to CHIJMES(right or wrong ? ) to watch soccer match, Their reactions were like so funny. Kept on laughing. Gf couldn't manage to video it down.

ahahah

oh well , i had a hair cut just now

it's much neater this way :D

nights people

All of the sudden ,

I feel so weird

the sudden change of attitude.

makes me wonder why

give me 100 reasons ,

why i should ? :D

lol.

i don't wish to be a fool

i need sincerity

wahooo !!

what are you thinking actually ?

2008-06-13T19:14:00.000-07:00

I'm back !

After 13 days , i'm finally back

Filght had been delayed for 3hours because of the really bad weather.

The heavy rain and strong wind made us unable to get off ,

so the captain decided to go back to the gate.

We were supposed to get off at 4 but ended up at 7

and was supposed to land at 10 plus, ended up at 1plus

Enjoyed myself so much during the trip.

Had been dancing for the first 10days.

Atfirst , couldn't get use to the food and enviroment there ,

but after so much , still able to get through it

&& now , i miss the food there.

The most unwanted experience was the toilet.

OMGH !

Teacher threatened those who did wrong things to wash the toilet ,

because she knew noone dared to.

LOL

The practices were tiring yet fun

Then the last 3 days were the tour

Went to Climb Chang Cheng

COOOLL !!
I managed to climb you know

ahahah !

and i got myself a certificate :DD
So many photos to upload.

Had fun with my dance troupe

Bonding eh

ahhah

alot of jokes and stuff all the way

I miss them so much :DDD

Oh yah , when we reached the Beijing airport ,

we saw alot of fans

and we were wondering who they were,

so we went to look ,

then we saw SuperJunior

not very handsome though

onely one of them :DD

Will upload the photos

We took their photos when checked in

and we kept seeing them around

we even had our meals at the same restaurant

and you know what ,

those waitresses all purposely walked past and took a glanced on them

don't understand why either

crazy people

LOL

So now, you're telling me these ,

what do you expect me to react ?

So what if i miss you ,

i know my limits

and i've been telling myself , i shouldn't

but now, what is happening again ?

come and tell me right now

I feel myself in the past

am i ?

tell me

2008-06-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone :
I'm currently in Beijing.

&&& I'm leaving for Singapore tommorrow already

so much to blog about for the 13days stay here

interesting and fun

Special thanks to those who send me off and those who send me messages

Girlfriend , Weijie and Ken came to surprise me on the 1st ofjune

When i was about to leave , to check in , they reached

Gave both Gf and ken a big hug.

Was really touched , seriously i tell you

LOL.

Weijie didn't manage to reach before i left

BUT !!! I still managed to see him :DDDD
Thanks for rushing down yeah people

Seriously love all of you

Gonna have fun soon alright

misss all of you soososoos damn much

Couldn't get to see Gf online and her comment

MIA-ING uh ?

)))))))):

GOING BACK SOOOONNNNNNNN !!!!

2008-05-31T13:59:00.000-07:00

Before i leave for Beijing , Let the photos do the talkings yeah :DD

Finally, blogger works !

This is how Girlfriend had her ice-cream !

The Cathay. Spot me ? Tweessssssss !!

LOL

Andrew kept on sneezing. OMGH !!

Like almost to 50 plus ?

hahahahah

Here the seaxy leg , Kaiwen :D

&&&& his spectacles.

Gf said i look like a teacher.

LOL

Here's Kimbkimb !!

Last but not least , ME !!
Everyone , miss me okay !!!
LOL

2008-05-31T01:21:00.000-07:00

Hey yo !

I'm sososo lazy to update anymore.

So many happy things happened .

If interested , can visit girlfriend's blog (:

I've packed my luggage and i kept decreasing the amount of things inside

hahahahah ! Alright alrght , i'm having a wedding dinner tonight .

Oh yah , i just woke up not long :X

I've sososo many photos to upload , but still , blogger sucks.

SO , i'll do it once i'm back.

And , this will be my last post before i head to Beijing.

DON'T let my tagboard rot please.

&&&& Gf , Kimb , WeiJie and the rest , i'll miss you guys

Will be back , and again , hang out together :DDDD

BYEEEE PEOPLEE

Do misss okayyyss ??!!

2008-05-29T08:33:00.000-07:00

I'm leaving for Beijingggg !!!

You know ? You know ?

I've received a message from her ,

what about you ?

LOL !

Miss me alright people

Will be back with YUMYUMS(ihope)

&&& thanks for the prezzie eh , (appreciated :D)

i've got a bastard who called me a bitch , Ken !

hey you !!

Grrrrrrrr !

2008-05-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

What's the problem man ?

Having fever , stomach flu

What's more ?

Medicine medicine.

I seriously hate it.

GRRRRRRRRR

2008-05-26T05:33:00.000-07:00

Intend to upload the photos i had with Kimberly , but couldn't.

Shit blogger.

Oh well , actually , i've already prepared myself to go out to meet her just now,

But , i went to bed and i just got up

Sorry sorry !
Now , i'm having great headach.

Thanks eh ?

Panodol pleasee !!!

2008-05-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

Out with them ..

My heart beats a million

Met Kimberly at 4 after she woke up from her beauty sleep.

Trained to Bugis , and i'm looking for my hoodie.

Saw one at Topshop, but the size is too big. SAD !

Instead, i've got myself another cap-on. I LOVE NY !!

Walked around , went to AMK to meet WeiJie. Girlfriend couldn't come out.

I got myself a ear stud and i'm loving it.

They went to play pool and i studied for Chinese.

I'm a good girl now.

SO everybody , do mug hard and good luck for tommorrow.
Don't forget to bring your IC ro Ezlink card and DICTIONARY !!

2008-05-24T22:27:00.000-07:00

I hate to choose ...

I hate this , and i really mean it.

Cos' i know , either one will get hurt.

Like what happened in the past.

I need some time ,

really some time to take a break.

If you really love me ,

you'll respect my decision.

Thanks.

:DD

Concert was a SUCCESS !! And now, i'm leaving for Beijing in just next week !

I'm looking forward to have fun , to learn all sorts of dance , but ! Not looking

forward to study =X. But well , i have to. I have to mug now. Really. Tommorrow's Olevel Chinese . I hope i can do well. That's what i wish for now. Don't disturb me , i want to be alone. :D

2008-05-23T18:31:00.000-07:00

I've sort out my mind ,
I've got the facts in my heart ,
I know what i really want ,
Like finally ?....

Oh well , after thinking for a day and a night.

I finally get to realise , what i'm holding on to.

Actually , all along ,

I've been trying to lie to myself.

Yes , when we're together ,

i can really love you .

And i really do so.

But what comes to my second thought is ,

was that really love of some childish naive act ?

Perhaps , i'm just holding on and couldn't bear to let it go.

Cause' all long , i just want to last and lasting is my aim ,

but not happiness.

That causes quarrellments again and again i guess.

I only care to last but not any other thing.

That's selfish , i know .

Now everything is over ,

i've gonna tell you the truth.

Maybe , i'm just too young to have you at that tme.

Both of us have different thoughts.

Your drastic change ,

makes me wonder,

have you really love me so much like you used to tell me ?

Oh well ,

now , what you care is about your WP.

And what i care now is , to play hard and study hard ,

but , play less , study more.

So everybody ,

I've untie the knot in my heart now ,

okay , let put it this way ,

like long time ago i've already did that , but i didn't know.

Once again , if fate is really there for us ,

no matter what happens in future , we'll still meet one day :DD

AT least , we once shared everything, live together for 2 years

Concert ! concert tonight, and i mean TODAYY !!
Oh well , i think i better set off to school now.

Gonna buy lots of tibits there.

HAHAHAHHA !

2008-05-22T12:05:00.000-07:00

STRESS ? HAPPY ? SAD ? ANGRY ?
DILEMMA IS THE RIGHT WORD

Ended dance rather late yesterday and had the urge to eat Macdonale. I told Jaclyn , if anyone were to buy me Mac , i'll love that person to hell. LOL. She was like , ''okay , i go buy''. Nice one but say without action =X . LOL. I hurted my left leg yesterday and it's still painful. Performance day tommorrow and i guess it is going to be a fun one. Alright , here i am talking rubbish. Cause my brain is thinking of rubbish.ahahaha.

Please don't regret

That's what I have been saying....

2008-05-21T21:40:00.000-07:00

Am i dumb or something ?

Am i writing all these to let the readers read

Or to let the one who i intend to let him knows read ?

I must be crazy.

How will he get to know when he seems ignorance ?

When he don't care what the hell is all happening ?

He don't have to struggle , i have too.

I'm glad that you still care , but why do you still do so ?

I know your answer would be because I'm your friend.

Bullshit !
You know , i have yet to treat you as friend , BUTT ! someone

i can't leave without.

Whenever i think of what you've said the very first time ,

i just hope that will happen.

I remember you once held my hands ,

to ask for eternity.

So , this is your eternity ?

ahahahah !

2008-05-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

When are you gonna pick me up ?
From where i've fell ?

I've once picked you up from where you fell ,

when is your turn ?

I guess , I'm just hoping for the impossible.

The heart that was penetrated with thousands million of cruel words ,

of hurting treatments , has yet to be cured. So when will it be then ?

I'm still waiting for that miracle...

2008-05-19T23:38:00.000-07:00

Should i be happy or sad ?

At the beginning of the year ,

i set an aim of 10 points for my Olevel

and i'm mugging so hard , knowing that i've nothing to

worry about cause everything seems so smoothly.

But , there isn't always a never ending smoothing road.

And here i am , dropping out of my aim , just to overcome every single thing.

NO ! I'm not stupid , and i don't even want things to happen this way

either. Things are just out of my control. Put yourself in me then. Easy to be said than done , i guess. What i'm doing now , is just something that can really makes me happy . You got to know , i'm not like you. You can forget every single wee bit of thing , but not me. When i'm on the stage , i don't show how terrible i am , but just to act that everything is just so fine , so enjoying. But behind it , you'll never be able to feel the pain , the everything. How much effort i've put in to forget everything , but still failed. Because i remembered , i once wrote your name and mine , on a big rock.... Thanks for your care and concern though ..

If you want me to love you ,

I will.

Because you aren't erased away ,

but , a scar that was left behind ...

But i guess , your heart had already flew away...

2008-05-19T09:36:00.000-07:00

A video for the time being (:

2008-05-19T01:08:00.000-07:00

This is what fun is all about (:

Was out for '' What Happen In Vegas'' yesterday with Ky (:

Let's rate it 5/5 ?

Alright , it's super funny and the one beside is a poor thing.

LOL

Each time i laugh , he would get slap on his arm.

SORRYY !

After that , went to have dinner and Haagen Danz ,

my love , MACADAMIA NUT !!

hahaha. Also , went to meet up with Girlfriend and friends at Cineleisure.

Saw darlShuwen there. It's been so long i've seen her, i last worked with her.

Oh well, missed !
Was discussing where to go and all of us decided to go BQ.

With Girlfriend , Weijie , Ky and friends.

After that , saw gf's friend's.

At frist , they went singing there and after that they decided to head out to Paporazzy.

Actually i wanted to go home , but they kept asking me to enter.

LOL !

Still , i went.

I never regret going in (:

I enjoy myself :DD

At least , i've learnt something !
Thanks , Keith-fel or something ?

lol.

If time is meant to be ,

it'll be :DDD

2008-05-17T05:00:00.000-07:00

I'm at girlfriend's house now
waiting for her
Oh well , i'm tire but yet energetic
I love my life now ,
I've never had such feelings for the past years ,
I have people who loves me :DD

I'm afraid , i've fall in love with you :DD

2008-05-15T01:50:00.000-07:00

OUCHH !!

I feel pain on the left hand side of my stomach ?

I don't know whats that

Whatever . I'm tired after medication.

So i think , i'm going to bed soon

results will be out tommorrow

not excited at all cause i know, it was badly done

Thanks (:

2008-05-13T02:46:00.000-07:00

I'm tiredddd. So , just enjoy the photos. :D

I lost to this Ky up there ): He forced me to play advance WHEN i don't even know how to play beginner !well....

Andd this is what girlfriend is for (:

Ilove you lesbian ! :DDD

There you goes ,

i'm crazy again.

Baby , i love you :DDD

2008-05-12T07:54:00.000-07:00

WHY AM I ALWAYS INFECTED WITH SOME VIRUS ?

WHTEVER OKAY !

Girlfriend accompanied me to see doctor.Waited hell long , wondering what the doctor was doing , but in the end , her service is good. Lols. Kayong came to find me ;DDD Alright , let's not elaborate what had happened. I'm tired. Saw Aloy , Zhenghuang and Junjie too. Toot hairstyle :D

Just came back from tuitionn.

Something scary is happening.

Was wondering what Girlfriend's blog was scolding.Ended up , she told me. There's this guy who always read her blog , wanted to know me. He said he will buy 60tickets and handphone from her if she introduse me to him. Crazy uh ? I've never seen such disgusting , horrible , and i don't know guy who thinks he's so rich , so what ? Like what girlfriend said , please don't treat girls who go for men for money. HELLLL !!

2008-05-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

Shopping with Precious makes me high.
Hahaa.

Bought so many things , a top , a dress , a pair of sandles and a hat which i've been craving for so long. Oh well, was wondering if i'll wear it out. But who cares . Just buy and keep , i'm happy enough !! No photo taken. Instead, photos with girlfriends. :D

2008-05-09T08:51:00.000-07:00

It's WEEKENDDDD BABIES !

&&&& Prelims are over ,

so why bother staying at home using computer now ?

hahaah !

alright alright.

Basically ,i'm KIND ENOUGH to accompany Girlfriend to REPUBLIC POLY to watch some basketball match

LMAO ! Ahahah , i didn't watch , instead , i watch weisiaoPASTA !

so nice can !!

Yuhyuh , there's this guy , Ivan ,friend of Ken , jokingly said wanted to send me home from WOODLANDS to BEDOK ! crazy can. OMGH ! I wouldn't even do this luh.LOLS.LMAO

&& I'm going out with precious on Sundayyyyy !
and i've rejected ky once aginn

sorryyy luh , she asked me first

but as promised , nextt sundayy :D

ahahah. You want to book me forever eh ,

then pay me reservation fee lor .LOLS!!
Not to forget , ' boyfriend' was so kind enough to send me messages throughout the examinations period ! hahaha. He says i'm his eternal baby and will love me for eternity ! LOLS ! i'll love you too. hahahaha. LOVES ! LOLLLS !!!

Alright , i'm tire. I need to watch my weixiaopasta nowww

BYEE and sweetdreams !

2008-05-07T22:13:00.000-07:00

I guess , you're losing soonn...

Biology papers sucks ?

LOL

or rather can i say , all papers sucks ?

well well, they don't , but i do

cause , i didn't really study.

Relax !

I'm mugging soon for Prelim 2.

I feel so nice when i hear that

But everything is just otherwise

2008-05-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

My loveeeeelyy girlfrienddd !

Hello everybody. Alright morning-called ky this morning as promised (:

He told me he was very tired and asked me if he can dont't attend school.

And obviously, i said NO ! lols. Oh well , he went after that. hahah. Cute guy :DDD

It's been such a tiring day. I am really so tire. Biology examination tommorrow. Yawns , bored !

You have yet to lose in this battle

:DDDDD

2008-05-06T07:54:00.000-07:00

Alright , went to find LP

Had fun. Know two more friends, Ruth and i forgot ! sorry

haha

Went Cineleisure , saw that guy Edmund.

Lols. Ask him help Lp buy tickets , he said you accompany me dance luh !

=.=''

Lols. Then Brenda's bf was like , ''huh?! nowadays dance partner must book first one uh''

LAME LUH !

Andddd that stupiddd LP , kept making fun of USSS !!!!

GRRRRR !!!!

Oh well , anyway , i'm back home now :DDD

I seriously hate people ,

who don't dare to show that what they actually are

and behind asking people something else.

Cowardly asking .

LOLS !

But thanks by the way (:

If you really want to ask ,

come straight to me :DD

I'll glad to answer .

2008-05-04T02:25:00.000-07:00

Alright , my lips are tearing due to the hot and dry weather

Just had my hair cut just now .

I feel that it's better this way

Yeah.

I'm feeling so tiredd now

Waiting for my pizza to arrive

Lols. BOREDD !

Changing into someone better ,

is better than changing into someone that becoming worse,

So , which one are you ?

A guy with dimples ,

is my new love :DDD

2008-05-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

HEY MIND YOU !!!

I don't give a F about how bad i treated you

cause at least , i know i've tried my best to treat you better than you did

Thanks !

Some people see differently ,

but you must know the fact.

yes, he can be a nice guy

The most wonderful boyfriend

But you see , if he really is one ,

up to now , there wouldn't be so many things that happened .

Things that happened are something what outsiders wouldn't got to understand.

Yes , we can be very close when we are together,

so what ? Bad news always started spreading to me

Not from your friends surprisingly

Not bad eh .

How can all these happened ?

Actually , you said i do things too far

but what about you ?

Making the whole world know about us becoming like this ,

not too far ?

Think about it , do you think is good ?

hahaha ! Crap !

Yes , i may not love you anymore

but , honestly , i do care still

what have make you turn out to be like this ?

a someone , who used to be so nice , so wonderful ,

so caring ,who knows what he is doing ,

becoming someone who become so flirt , so bad-temper

so un-nice.

Why ? I wouldn't want to see these change in you

If only , you can be back to the usual you...

you can deny for all you want ,

but in you , you know yourself better.

I don't know what to say.

But some kind of , uneasy i guess .

Just don't wish to see you become like that.

well , i guess , i stupid uh ?

for what i still care when he don't even appreciate ?

LMAO !

2008-05-03T01:56:00.000-07:00

I'M BOREDDDDDDDD & HOTTTTT !

okay. Was on th pone until 3 yesterday night

& i woke up at 8 to go for praying

then everyone came my house

I slept.

Supposed to be out with LPdarling or Kayong for movie

BUTTT !! , i'm tire and lazy !

Sorry people.

Boredd

Playing game with Ky now.

ahahha

LMAO

Ciaos !

2008-05-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

2008-05-02T03:11:00.000-07:00

Oh well , i'm so bored okay !

Let me tell you this , I studied geograpy only THIS MORNING

Alright alright. I know i shouldn't

but at least , i managed to study

Just hope i'll pass , i guess .

Went for Duman High's Concert yesterday

Reached home rather late because i had supper with my cousins family.

Well , reached home , and again , on the phone (:

Always , waiting for your message (:

2008-05-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

Some says i'm bad.

Some says i'm wrong.

Some says it's wasted.

But do you ever know ,so what if you think it is, he don't.

ahhaa !

Oh well, i'm happy with my life now ,and it's still going to be.

I only believe in one word, Fate (:

Your hands around my waist ,

just let the music play :DDDD

2008-04-29T01:06:00.000-07:00

I'M HAPPY ANDD MADDDDD !~

GUESS WHY ?

LOLS ! I DON'T KNOW EITHER

it's time to say goodbye (:

2008-04-27T15:23:00.000-07:00

Once you make your decision to go after her ,

then never regret doing so (:

The fact now is , you chose someone you just met over someone you've loved for more than 2 years.I simply understand why all these happen.Love is one complicated thing.If you love her , like i say , follow your heart and go. That's all i can say.

After thinking so much , i realise i've done my part as a girlfriend. I must be proud of myself then.

As a girlfriend , i've done my very best to treat you as my truely boyfriend.

I give you everything that i feel you are in need of.

Everytime i see some thing you like ,

eventually , i'll try my best to get it for you.

i put you as my priority, sometimes even ahead of me.

I don't mind , cause , i felt that you're worth everything i do.

2years back , when you hurt your forehead , i tried my very best to take care of you.

last year , when you injured you legs, i rushed down ,taking the last train to visit you.

And when i saw how badly you injured yourself, i decided to stay and take care of you for the whole night.

I remembered i bought some bandages or what for you.

I accompanied you whenever you tell me you need my accompany.

Or even most of the times, when i really feel so tire , i'll go down and look for you after me work.

I'll accompany you home at times.

I waited for you most of the time, i went up to your house to wake you up.

I morning-called you when i can't , sometimes got scolded from teachers when you don't even know.

I did so many things for you behind that until now, you don't even know.And i guess , you don't need to know anymore.

I remembered , every saturday , we'll always spend together.

Yes, you are always saying that i didn't know how to treasure your love. But i'm sorry to say that , i treasured more than you do.

Maybe , i didn't show it out and make you feel otherwise.

I think i've done my very best to treat you like my precious.

if she's the one for you , go ahead.

It's time to say goodbye now.

Cause you know, once you make your decision ,then never regret doing so.

Don't have to return anymore.

I guess i don't need you back.

I don't wish to know anything about you and her anymore.

Cause i know, it doesn't concern me anymore.

If in the first place you already intend to have her ,

why do you have to tell me that you still love me or even say you just want to be single for the moment ?

Really a big goodbye my love,

I've treasure you for 2 years ,

now it's time to let you go and have someone else to treat you better.

Please , if you make your decision to go , don't ever come back anymore.

Let me go ...

I will remember you , your family ,

the days i've spent with you or your families.

I can only wish you all the best .

Play well and treasure what you have now.

Once more , i shall not love you anymore (:

bye ....

I'll remember you ,

someone i used to loved so much.

I'll remember the scar you have on your left arm

The scar which was craved " WJ "

Also , i've also placed you inside me ,

but , it's just a memory :DDD

2008-04-26T07:11:00.000-07:00

As promised (:

I wouldn't blog it out.

But one word to say is ,

'' SPEECHLESS '' !

can't actually believe it.

For everything i see and hear.

The one who is so faithful to me ,

th one who i used to love,

have become like this.

I feel that , my feelings are starting to fade now

Why ?

Perhaps , just too tire

I'm letting you go now.

Dont ever return to me anymore.

I begin to love what i've now.

Because , at least ,they treat me with care& concern (:

2008-04-25T23:24:00.000-07:00

Okay.Now, don't ever think that i'm your fool

Someone like you just don't even appreciate what ever i do

Then fine with it.

I don't wish to let this thing pull my mood down each day ,

when i can actually spend with someone else better.

I guess , in the first place we shouldn't even start

because , if you want to be single after 2 years ,then what for want to step into a relationship ?

& also , you know i don't love you at all at first.

Whey do you have to make me fall in love with you when you you've already decided to be alone

Hey ! This is bullshit man.

Maybe ,i am just so stupid.

If i know after 2 years , your answer is just want to be alone ,

I wouldn't choose you at all.

LMAO !

Alright , recieved a call from Ky(Kayong) yesterday. Lols. Asked me to join him for Poparazzy. But ended up , i accompanied Liping. But still , i saw him. Long story and alot of things happened. LOLS. Alright alright. I had fun with a new groups of friends. Thet are just all so adorable. lols. But you ? Just makes me feel sick when i think about it =.=''

You're all i miss now (:

2008-04-25T13:56:00.000-07:00

Okay. I'm at least happier ,

because i know , there's nothing to hold me back anymore.

I've got that definite answer already with disbelief.

Donvan Chua & i are nothing now.

Not even friends , not even anyone.

He can crap for whatever he wants, saying that we can still be friends,

but you see , he don't.

& guess what ,

can't actually believe that after 2 years of been together ,

he said he is satisfied with his life now, he just want to be single.

That's quite lame , aren't they ?

Someone like him , chose to break off because the reason was ,

" too much quarrelments''

Ok , i don't blame him or what ,

because i know , we need a break.

So at first , he told me so ,

he told me that we will be together after everything gets really settled down.

yet now, another crap.

Eh , don't you think it's lame or what ?

Though it's hard to forget you ,

like how you already forgotten me ,

but still , there's nothing more i can do.

Everything was supposed to be beautiful even though after the break-up.

It was supposed to be just a ''break'' for both of us,

but you see , right now ,

it's like the other way round.

Please don't say you once love me so much yet i didn't appreciate ,

because if you really love me so much ,

your feelings wouldn't fade like now.

So now , i can assure you , i love you more than you did.

The story ends here .

Please make sure you know what you are doing.

I know i must accept everything,

but that is just so unbelievable.

What's the reason that you want to be alone ?

Yes i may want to know ,

But i guess, it doesn't really matters now...

Maybe all along , i'm that fool...

The glass of hearts that was being thrown into pieces

The portrait of puzzle that was being crushed

The bears that were being hanged

Everything and everything that was being thrown away.

It's just like how you thrown me away ,

where my heart became many pieces of shattered glasses ,

where my brain was being crushed and became numb .

Where my soul was being hang to death..

Are you happy this way ?

ahah !

2008-04-24T03:55:00.000-07:00

I'm so tire now.
I slept at 2plus yesterday nearly 3 because i couldn't sleep ,
and Ky called me.
We were crapping all the way.
He told me all about soccer& stuff (which i don't understand)
LOLS !
& now i know , he is afraid of watching horror movie.
So yeah , we'll be catching one horror moviee soon !
lols. Can't wait to see his reaction. OMGH !
Called up Aloy the other day & i'm like telling him don't emo,
yet he said i'm the one who kept sighing !
Lols.
Whatever.
Interesting i guess.
Don't worry again. I know how to handle everything myself
ahahah !
If he don't even wish to care anymore ,
i guess it's really the end right now
I'll remember what we said.
" We have looks , we have that quality , why afraid'' remember ?
& yeah ! High-5
Lmao.
Okay shall end here

How i wish you were the one ,

who called me every night on the phone like you used to

But i guess ,

it's impossible right now

You don't even know what you really want

oh well ....

2008-04-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

HELLO !!

I suddenly feel so stupid.

I don't know what makes me think this way so sudden.

okay , let me explain.

I love you , yes i really do.

& all along , you did nothing wrong

& i really mean nothing wrong.

You chose to leave , i can only regret.

During this 1month plus of break-up ,

We have been dragging this for so long.

You may seems so happy , like as if nothing had happen.

But sadly, i know you too well.

This is not how you feel , but just hiding everything inside you.

When i asked you stuff like , love me or not ,

or i even told you , to just tell me , you love me nomore ,

but again , you told me , there's still some love but not like before.

Or when i asked you have you ever thought of being tgt again, & again , you told me that , sometimes you thought of.

I don't know if whatever you said were true.

Sometimes , it makes me feel so happy when i hear all these.

& I thought that , yes, there may a chance.

But now , whatever you do , it's just not like you.

I don't know.

I let you go , yes, you did go.

But , you are still holding on to the strand of line ,

sometimes pulling me back , yet sometimes letting me go.

So now , you have only 2 choices , to either let me go , or pull me back.

Please , don't leave me hanging , i just feel so dead.

The most important thing now you really have to do is ,

to sort out everything in your mind.

Yes, i can choose to let things go.

But i just don't want to regret.

Because , i know , when i walk away , i'll never return.

& i mean really never.

So , once i get you that definite answer ,

i'll go it that way.

I've regretted once ,

& i'm not going to regret anymore

Don't treat me like a fool please .

Like i say , come straight to the point.

Stop all these crap.

Stop turning here & there , making one big round.

I know you aren't tire , but i am.

& also , if you want me to let go ,

then never ever return to me anymore.

Don't ever appear in my life again ,

when i have already started a new life.

2 years .

We have been going through together for 2 years.

& with one blink ,

we have come so far till we finally ended this with some stupid reason.

C'mon, this is ridiculous.

Somehow , when i reflected back

I feel that we are both so stupid.

We quarrelled over the unnecessarily.

& always , we are quarrelling over the same thing.

I know , partly is my fault .

But everything is over.

Perhaps, we should learn to change .

Learn to accept the bad point in us .

That is all i can say.

If you see this , then that's good.

You should really reflect on what you're doing.

If you really love me nomore , just let me go.

Or otherwise.

I'm tire of hanging in the middle of nowhere.

I'll wait for the answer...

2008-04-23T00:36:00.000-07:00

I've changed my blogskin .

I think it's better this way .

Yep

Anyway , i suddenly don't feel like being alone

& i really don't know why either

But at least i have people to talk on phone with.

Everytime i do so , i feel like so much better.

LOLS !
So , guys, be prepared to recieve my call !

Oh well , some say i'm stubborn

But well , i'm not

Seriously , i don't know what i'm thinking .

Perhaps, i just want everything that used to belong to me ?

It's easy to be said than done

But, only if you're willing to try it out.

Noone knows what's going to happen ,

noone can predict what is going happen to us ,

but only we can predict because it is just something that is within our control .

Life now is just so tough for me.

I want to move on , but something is holding me back.

I don't know what's behind either

If only, i can turn over and take a look.

Still , i keep you in me.

When i know time is up ,

i'll let you go

& you should let me go too.

(if only you're reading this)